I can't beleive they kicked me out.

Finally I am home. I was discharged today. Let me bring you up to speed. Yesterday, (Thursday) I was given, what i thought was very bad news. I had to stop treatment. My body had become too toxic, my liver and gall bladder was having too many complications. I will admit it, after they told me this I said ok, and after the doctor left, I sat down and cried. I thought that in order for this to work I need to get 11-12 treatment. While this still makes sense to me, it isn't altogether accurate. I had gained weight, 1 side effect, I had gotten ill, another side effect, I had gotten the convulsion shivers, another side effect, and many other non nice things. One of the big side effects were liver problems and gall bladder problems. At the time I did not understand that the more side effects you have the better it is, the chance of success is better. Someone must have told Dr. Grossman that I was having a hard time with this, so he came back in to talk to me. He then explained that going on will, emphasis added, will kill me. They have to stop and start again in 2 weeks. I felt like I had failed for myself and my family. But this was by far from the truth. Based on my heart problems last week, and my current health situation, I think I did pretty dang good getting in eight doses. I have also found that this is above average and that Dr. Grossman hasn't has a patient yet make it to ten doses. So I feel like I have been blessed once again. Now, today I had some more crazy things happen. Some bad side effects, I started seeing things and having very vivid dreams. As a matter of fact, I had a dream a cat was attacking my arm so inadvertently I ripped off my IV in the middle of the night. Not good. But thanks to an alert wife and a great team of nurses they got me fixed up and put back together. I had a couple of other things like this happen while not as scary, just as weird. But they still let me go home today. I love you all and thanks for your support. I need to try to sleep tonight